Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Friday, April 24, 2009
9:59 PM

This week alot of things happen. Oh, where shall I start? I gonna start with this happy news first.

My sister has finally deliver today at 4:48pm, I guess, it 4 plus anyway. YA, I am a auntie right now.. Lols~ His name is Winston, and it weighted 3.3kg when delivered. He is so chubby, so adorable..

Look at the pictures.









The nurse don't wanna push him out to let us get a closer look. Damn, coz it ardy 9pm, if not i can carry him, can to see him outside. I love him so much.. Wahahas~

Ok, let talk about the unexpected encounters.

This week i had fallen twice from the staircase. 1 is at my house corrider staircase on tues where i suppose to do a cash count at Kallang and i needed to pass a file to my team member and i was rushing. and the other is at FKT's staircase which is today. My auditor's image is ardy ruined, I was with other interns from NYP when i fall, even the receptionist oso came to give me something to apply on my head. I feel so embarrassed, not embarrassed, but ulitmately embarrassing. I dunno y i could be so clumsy? perhaps not enough slp or the sole of the shoes. I was like so freaking damn, i tell you, and now i am cover with brusies. I almost feel like crying but i manage to hold back my tears.



This is only the upper leg of the brusies. my head there 1 big brusies, my back there 2 and my lower leg there 3. Sigh. So fed-up. How can i be so lucky?? I wonder!

Wed i was also late for work. I meet my team members at 9:15am at taxi-stand to go client's place and I woke up at 9:15am where one of my collegues call me asking me for the other colleague's number. Sigh. I immediately jump out from my cosy bed, bathe, and took a cab to FKT and i rch there is ardy 10am and we rch client's place is ardy 11am. Can't do much things that day.

What a week in the corporate working life..! I hope all will turn out well.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, April 10, 2009
10:43 AM

Today is Good Friday, PH. How I wish that everyday is a PH. Hahas~ Another PH will be labour day but it falls on thurs. y doesn't it falls on friday so that I can have a long long weekend. Sigh.. Anyway, it a holiday, but i still wake up so early, I getting used of the slping time, every weekdays wake up early and slept at 1am. Sometimes when i wake up in the morning, I do hv that type of feeling of not going to work, but it don't allows me to because it a internship, it will affect my grade, so I hv to drag myself out of my cosy bed and be in the office before 9am. :(

Now i am having a new team, I am at West Coast and QQ is at Tuas, different senior. But it should be in this way ba. Auditor's independence? Ya! I am trying my best to build good rapport with my team members. The feedback that they hv given me is I am too quiet la. Argh, of course la, a few days only, can talk like friends meh? Well, I find that they are actually easy to get along as long as i open my dumb mouth. HAhahas~ I wish that they can drag their work longer, coz once it done, I might go back to FKT and idle in the office and it sickening boring. I know i am bad but it damn boring can..

Hehe..Yesterday meet up with my clique of 10. I was looking forward to it long long time ago and finally it was yesterday. We had an enjoyable dining. Laughter etc, all those happy emotions. But time is usually a constraint, can't really get together to enjoy oursleves, actually a simple dining hv lighten up my day. I believe there more to come in the future. At the meantime, all of you enjoy your holiday and do tk good care of yourself :)!

expressing the emptiness inside me..