Once upon a time, I was falling in love
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There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

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A total eclipse of the heart

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Sunday, June 29, 2008
8:47 PM

My post on MA Blog

I do admit that MA was indeed an easy paper but nevertheless, I fail it. I was really upset and disappointed to receive the paper at that moment in time. Well, I can say I deserve a fail grade, I did study MA but perhaps the things that I had study were not sufficient enough and don’t really understand the concept s at all as well as I was also careless in doing the paper.

By looking at the positive side, ones should never give up till the very last battle. I should consult Ms Lee and my friends whatever things I am in doubt with and should also work on the theory as my power of English is not fantastic either.

Apart from there, I should also minimize the working days of my part-time job, which had proven me 1 thing that is, is difficult for me to juggle between school and part-time job at the same time. My superior says you can go work for 1 day but when you fail your exam, you going to waste 1 sememster money plus all the expenses like transport, food, printing cost etc. Comparing 1 day work and 1 sememster cost which one has a higher cost? So for now, I would work less and this would enable me to concentrate on my school work better.

Now my biggest challenge is the final exam which is on 18 august which has only 6 weeks more to go and the upcoming retest on 14 July. I will put in my best effort.
So guys even your common test that you obtained was not a very good grade, don’t feel discouraged.Continue to fight till the very last battle and I believe hard work shall be rewarded accordingly!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

5:35 AM

Well, I will just reveal my common test marks. Indeed, i did badly. :( As expected.

MA: 12/30
RFA:25.5/50 pass by half way
Tax: 52.5/60

But overall the result is suck. sian. 14 July my re-test day. Hope I can bring something colourful when i get the re-test results and surprise Ms Lee..

Nv stop fighting till the very last battle. Perserve is the key to success.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, June 25, 2008
11:02 PM

Fail my common test. People sabotage me. It indeed a double blow. Fail MA, due to carelessness. sian la, got study oso fail. Really see the wrong person. damn upset. nvm, dun wish to talk about that idiot, i only believe in retribution, God will punish. Sooner or later, she will get it, not from me. i'm a kind-hearted person.. ok? she will get it from others.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, June 20, 2008
3:36 AM

Today i feel vr sorry.. I think i am being disgrateful towards you. I know i shouldn't be treating you this way. But i was damn angry because my name was cancel off and nv inform me. Well, i did make a comeback. pls dun tk it to heart la..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

2:15 AM

17 was crew outing. The timing is short, had not much fun.. Well my team win the best cheer team. my team is yellow and we represent french fries. Hahaha.. This is my yellow house cheer..

1.

Leader: Give me a F
Crews: F (Shout)

Leader: Give me a R
Crews: R (Shout)

Leader: Give me an I
Crews: I (Shout)

Leader: Give Me an E
Crews: E (Shout)

Leader: Give me a S
Crews: S (Shout)

All: Gooooooooooooooooooooo………….. FRENCH FRIES!!!!!

2.

All: Mighty mighty, Mighty we (Shout)
All: We are Golden (Shout)
All: We are Crispy (Shout)

Leader: Who we are?
Crews: We are Fries (Shout)

Leader: Who we are?
Crews: We are Fries (shout and slightly louder than previous)

All: Oooooooo…. FRENCH FRIES, FRENCH FRIES, ALL THE WAY!


FRENCH FRIES! I'M LOVIN IT!

With much tks to all my crew members.. You peoples make me proud!



Pictures to share.....

This is auntie Dorin.. She is always cheerful...
My Yellow Team, Kak Lynn is not inside.. =(

Me and Auntie Dorin

Me and Iskandar


Stupid Sham... Hahaha.. =)

Geetha, Seela, Dorin, Me...



Roy is simply enjoying building his mountain.He is just so adorabe..

Hardworking Chap! Keep it up, Gertie! NEA is pleased to have you.

Busy BBQ'in

Joycelyn, Lee Fong, Dorin

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, June 09, 2008
2:33 AM

Whatever i do, No matter i change myself, It won't satisfy u. U tell me, how am i going to change in order to satisfy u? I vr vr tired of it. Pls la, mummy, give me some peace. I only realised yesterday that the 1 helping me and supporting me alot is Kaklynn, I really love u so much and appreciate u alot. Whenever i need anything on sch things, u sure be there to give me the info. Not only this, operation hrs too. W/o u, I think the worst of me is going to set in. Thanks a million.....

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, June 07, 2008
3:27 AM

Yesterday was my last paper of my common test. But overall can say MA i dun have much confidence, every questions of the paper got mistakes bUt what to do, if fail den retake loh. No choice. RFA was so-so. Tax I know how to do, but oso got mistakes. haha.. Anyway, all are over. Enjoy my 2 weeks vacation man to the fullest. Hahaha.. Been waiting. finally the day has arrived.

expressing the emptiness inside me..